People Are So Funny!
Posted on June 13, 2010See, mood swings are such bad things. 10min back I had planed not to write today and then I had pepsi and I felt like writing today.( Okay, no co relation between pepsi and my moos swings!) but still , so bloody weird. I am still not over my yesterday’s depression but I don’t think all that will ever actually go, I just cannot make it my priority or major mood swing. OOooohhhh…By the way I had this really funny experience today. I had to go somewhere with my family and my sister had to buy something so we stopped by a market. When she went away and I was sitting in the car thinking about HIM I realized that people who are passing by do not really know that some one is actually sitting in the car. So whatever shit they are taking about to each other or may be on the phone while passing by a parked car or standing next toa car is really clear to the person sitting inside.
So, first there was this aunty who was talking about how hot it is outside and then she just skipped to all the nonsense and chatter batter in the world. All of it ranged from the disgusting men to her son’s bad studies (by the way she had a doubt that her son has an affair with ‘ some’ girl.
Then two girls were passing by giggling so much that it was tough to understand what or whom they were laughing at. This was such a good time pass for me. Try it..its great fun!
Hello…Can Any One Help?
Posted on June 12, 2010I cannot express these feelings. I cannot express any thing today. I thought I had got over my weakness, that I had given myself a second chance, A chance of being happy. But, I was wrong. I am still stuck at that weakness. The weakness we call LOVE. I am not over HIM. For those who need a recap- I am in love with some one who is n0t in love with me. and the way I show my inability to fall out of love HE shows HIS inability of not falling in love with me. I do not know the reason. I cannot curse myself for not being HIS perfect girl. I don’t want to do that, but now I am again in that same sad state where heart ache is the worst emotion and by the end of the day I have tears in my eyes.
Again Sad..
I want him or not, I am too frustrated at myself to think that. I don’t know what I want.. probably some good sleep.
Please readers…i love you all for reading this but, Don not fall in love (Atleast till the time I bounce back with enthusiasm and write something bright and beautiful!)
He Must Have Regretted This Day
Posted on June 09, 2010WHAT A DAY!!!! WOW! CRAZY FREAKING DAY!!! Have any of you got that feeling after seeing your ex boyfriend/girlfriend, “Gosh I used to be crazy after him??”. I am sure you must have. Today I had this feeling. I encountered my first crush today in the market and MAN! he is so hell weird now. Anyways i saw him today and I could not help myself from going and talking to him.
I actually went running towards him and you know what! He got scared and did not even look at me. I was standing Right there in front of him. Just a few inches away. Jumping like a child. All he did was to look at some distant far away point I could not locate and nod. I could not stop laughing!
He looked so scared! He had always been a quite guy but THIS quite, never! He could not speak. I even said,” C’mon I am your first girlfriend, don’t be so shy!” but nope, he was determined to flee the moment he got that one moment to run.
This might not sound that funny right now, but I have never enjoyed ignorance more than today! And then…….when he finally decided to go he almost ran! At his full speed….people were staring at him as if some wild dogs where set after him…..and I was standing right there holding my stomach and laughing the hell out of myself!!!!!
This is what should happen to people who have hurt you in the past. I did not feel bad by making him nervous. I had once given him a very special position in my life but he turned out to be a sissy and abused my care. H enever had the guts to carry a relation and gave me a bad experience. You think its wrong? I think it was NOTHING to what I could have made out him in the market.
Sorry Mridul, but you did disappoint me and took away the innocence of first love…
Wierdo Women….Get A Life!
Posted on June 05, 2010I am back!!!! After like …a week of that stupid dumb deadlock, fear of working again and carelessness, I think I am ready to bounce back with all the enthusiasm! So What would you do if your very good friend moves away from you just because she though you are a negative person now and she is scared to ‘catch it’ from you? Yes, ladies and gentlemen today’s entry is bashing this dumb women who considers herself all smart and strong whereas, once she used to have suicidal feeling every night. I know it is not good to make fun of people and laugh at their weakness and blah blah blah..SHUT UP!
This one is better than THAT one
I have had it enough and no one supported this moron more than me in the past but NOW after like 2yrs of not being in contact this brainless wonder pops out of thin air and tells me this. Ooohh…by the way I forgot to tell her that people literally avoided her in the past and she was secretly given the tag of a total weirdo. But then, I was a good soul at that time. Now I am just a devil and God forbid if she comes across me ever in her life she will regret it!
On an honest note, she was a very precious friend and her actions did hurt me a lot. I was still of good thoughts about her before she reveled her pricey shitty thought to me. Get a life women! A ‘negative person like me’ has more admirers than the ones who avoided you.lolz!
Moral: So, if you have a true friend who really loves you, please don’t give them this shit. Cause they understand your weakness more than your lies and strengths. Also, they might end up writing a blog against you! Ys, last but not the least. Be good to those who are good to you. No one pays you for your golden heart
Helluva Boring Thought!
Posted on June 02, 2010Deadlock. Why do people face it? Is is something like your brain gets stuck due to some excessive trash storage or something?
Is it suppose to be that tough to just get back to your work, rather than sitting in front of the mirror, staring yourself and not even knowing what exactly what you are thinking! I know this a very bizarre entry, and words are confusing. But baby, trust me they can be more confusing than wats going on in my head. As I write I feel this sudden wave of panick + confusion. Damn! stupid human brain.
Nothing can be more irritating than knowing the fact that you are stuck and not doing any thing to move ahead. I need to have a chocolate. Or may be sleep. Too complicated for a lame and lazy person like me…
Gggrrhh….
