Life cannot be more strange for me. Every time I decide to ‘move on’ The Almighty gives me a spanking on my butt and tells me to ’shut up and sit down’.That is what I do. The theme of the day is without a doubt ‘SAD’.But I know that being sad for too long makes me go mad.Wow! SAD and

This Should Be Done To People who Bug

MAD. It is  technically impossible to explain myself right now.But i guess that is what I am doing. I had an argument with someone today.He finds it ‘cheap’ to write about your feelings on a social portal. I would have agreed to him if I would have not been writing here. I hate being bossed around. I hate being told that  because I am a girl and I am living in a society where drinking and smoking is ’suppose ‘ to be bad. All I say to such people is please FUCK OFF! Such people are not there for me.They are the bodyguards of the society. I understand if you tell me that  alcohol is not good for health. I respect your opinion(Again, I am not promising to do what you think is correct) as here, you are concerned about my health.

But what is the big damn deal about being a women? I mean you can drink and die like a rotten piece on earth if you are a man. Just because you are a man, you can have alcohol,smoke,have sex with various women,lose virginity at 16, BUT, not if you are a women. Give me the rationality behind this thought.

Okay if you say that this is our tradition. We should follow it. Okay. Agreed. But then, my dear..Our culture and  tradition talks about respecting women. Why are rape cases so high in our country? Oh wait, here as well you blame the women. Just because her neck was visible, or she was wearing smart clothes you go and rape her. Wow!!!

You tell me not to drink? You are telling me not to smoke because I am a women! Then take off that branded shirt that is imported from US . Start wearing Khadi. Stop using sex enhancing stuff. Go and read kamasutra.  Dare you sit in that car!!!  It is an imported one. Don’t you listen to English music. Do you even know what our classical dance and heritage is about? I don’t.  So I am not claiming to be all traditional.

I have never really given a fuck to people who tell me what to do, except my family and HIM. Only two entities who have the sole right to tell me what to do. Now that HE is no longer there, don’t dare to tell ME what to do if you are not in my family photo. Okay? I’ll just end here. I might never stop.Sad day but, the frustration is out.Thanx

Btw I made new Friends on facebook. Interesting ones.. 

MMuuaaahhhh

Love you(missing HIM)

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