My fault, my stupidity and I suffer. Now I realize how stupid I have been and that is why I am suffering like this. I have many apologies to make. To people who love me, to the ones who warned me, to people who advised me and to the ones I ignored in this journey of LOVE. I have a stagnancy that once could never even come close to me. But now, I am thankful that I am alive…thanks to the  medical sciences that have kept me going so far. Touching death and coming back is an experience that no one can explain. Its divine and peaceful but when you realize that you are alive, there is a sense of responsibility that takes over. The realization that you are born for a mission and no matter how hard you try you will never be able to escape life until you fulfill it.

Today through this post I beg you all to please treasure your life and move towards the goal that you have to achieve. Depression can swallow you without even letting you know.. and its like some painful memory trying to escape but is lost inside you and in order to suppress it, you suppress the happiness and the will to keep forging ahead as well.

I want to apologize to every one who has ever suffered because of me and thank you, for really caring for me even when I was too blind to appreciate your concern and notice that concerned frown on your face when I faced hell with stupidity.

I promise I will live up to your expectations. It is tough, it has always been…but not impossible…..

This might be a new beginning or a dead end..any ways I will fight for my happiness and yours…

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