Breakin' the code

Oh,I am in such a sentimental mood today.Had thought of sharing something else but, met a very close friend in the evening so….(sigh!) I kind of changed my plan(sorry boss!).FRIENDSHIP..Today’s thoughts are dedicated to my childhood friend.I so love her (sniff) In a straight way of course!I kind of blurted out my ongoing struggle in my luckless love life to her.You don’t have to think much.That is the best part about being with your friends.Friends are so important in life and I have luckily been blessed by good friends.

Friendship is one of those relations for me that do not need the ‘extra effort thing’. I mean..you just click with the other person and start enjoying their company.We girls have a tendency to bitch about almost any other thing that we dislike.Even if we are in the market and a sexy gal passes by,we HAVE TO comment.That poor girl might have not even given us a bad look,but we hate her.How dare she look so sexy.Sounds insane?I know.We love it.I am not much of a fashion diva myself and I always get a good lecture on how clumsily i dress up.I give the same old excuse,”This is me and i am comfortable in this”.The reaction that comes from my friends is somewhere between,’disgust’ and ‘there is no point in telling her’ kind of. But then, I love them for what they are and they won’t leave me just because I make stupid sounds when I munch something loudly.My parents get pissed off so frequently when i have my guys coming over to my place.

If we see the ratio of male friend to that of female ones,its kind of uneven.Around 5:10. 5 gals to 10 guys.I am just so comfortable with guys, but it does not make me any less to my girlfriends.I think i would have led a miserable life if i wouldn’t have socialized in my teens and got these bunch of idiots.But there is something that i feel.Relations like these give birth to feelings like betrayal and distrust.I think so because only such strong bonds hurt you till the depth of your soul and make you believe in negativity.However, there is nothing more beautiful than having friends to laugh at you when you you are depressed at dumb things and listen to you with utmost interest your first sexual encounter(and we girls want to know bloody every single detail..Trust me!)So, If you are fighting with your best friend.Go right ahead!These dumpsters deserve to be hanged for making you believe that no matter what we will be there.Even if you are a disaster!!

Today when I finished telling my story of how badly I am pits of emotional hell…All she did was to just get up and hug me and say,”babes you are hopeless” and I smiled and said,”don’t worry I’ll bounce back soon”.:-)