Breakin' the code

It is so beautiful to live a life where you can share the most intimate and honest thoughts with someone, whom you know will understand you because he feels the same.I also had this one guy in my life.Whoever says that love happens only once has probably never understood the emotion.I am a person with a very loud and outgoing personality.I have met and dated a couple of guys from every walk of life.From the ’stay away’ types to the ‘perfect personalities’, I have known them closely.After so many years of being part of the dating business I finally met someone who managed to stop me from moving on.There is something about him.He is a very regular kind of a guy.Hardworking,funny,smart,egoistic,selfish,caring.He is everything.

As the usual story goes,we met, became good friends and decided to date each other.The first time we got intimate is till date the most special day for me.He had come over to my place casually.I hate silence, so i put on some music.In a very gentlemen way he asked me to dance with him.I was just so casual and fine withh it.I had danced with guys before as well, so nothing different(Thats what i thought)As we started dancing,after a minute or so I realised I was too close to him and his stare was making me uncomfertable.I was litrally shifting from one feet to another.He asked,”are you uncomfertable?” and i lied.Then he said in a very smart and confident way,”Then look into my eyes and dance”.

I was very uncomfertable now.He pulled me closer with his hands on my back.Do all guys look this handsome?Or i never noticed them?I was talking to my conscience again!Then his next words blew me!”You are very beutiful you know”,No man had ever said this on my face looking into my eyes.

“thanks” was all that came out with so much runng in my mind.

Before I could realise he kissed me.OH MY GOD!even as I write this I have that ‘OhMygod feeling inside me’.Passionatly we were liplocked for good 3minutes(yesss!it was this long!)I had never experienced desire this strong and i can only hope it was the same with him.I pushed him away and i guess my expressions said it all

“yes,i like you ALOT”, was all he said.and took me back in his arms.The feelings of his hands moving on my back was simply amazing!I think this is the best thing about loving someone.His every action makes you feel desired.He did the same to me.Lust took over(along with feelingd.mind it!)and we moved to sofa and then to bed.(No i am not getting into the details of that!)I loved having him so close to me.The only time when he is not flirting or thinking about any other women.He was all mine.I used to go crazy with his touch.He loved teasing me in public amd I just used to get so embarresed.But i cherish that time.For the first time I understood the meaning and feelings behind being kissed by someone you love.

I don’t think I can ever feel the same or as a matter of fact even allow some other guy to be this possesive and personal with me.It was only him, and I don’t regret being single if it means living in his memories everyday.He is worth it.Worth loving.Cannot realy help it you know.

He is irresistible.Trust me..

But now we are not together.He has other women in his life and I am not really suppose to interfere.But there is just one thing I want to ask him,even if he has answered a number of times.The times that we had spend together are priceless for me.Is it the same for you?