Breakin' the code

I cannot express these feelings. I cannot express any thing today. I thought I had got over my weakness, that I had given myself a second chance, A chance of being happy. But, I was wrong. I am still stuck at that weakness. The weakness we call LOVE. I am not over HIM. For those who need a recap- I am in love with some one who is n0t in love with me. and the way I show my inability to fall out of love HE shows HIS inability of not falling in love with me. I do not know the reason. I cannot curse myself for not being HIS perfect girl. I don’t want to do that, but now I am again in that same sad state where heart ache is the worst emotion and by the end of the day I have tears in my eyes.

Again Sad..

I want him or not, I am too frustrated at myself to think  that. I don’t know what I want.. probably some good sleep.

Please readers…i love you all for reading this but, Don not fall in love (Atleast till the time I bounce back with enthusiasm and write something bright and beautiful!)