Long Lost Love..Is Lost Forever Now!!!!
Posted on April 12, 2010Oh God!!! What an awful day!!!!!!
God actually wanted to screw my day. He had planned it all. I have crush on a guy from past 8yrs. Irrespective of the fact that he is in a relationship and i am in love with someone, he has always been my subject of admiration consistently. He is simply perfect. A few years elder than me and in a profession that i respect a lot.PLUS…he is simply HOT!Steaming Hot! His mom and my mom are friends(reminds you of some dramatic story?) and i visit his place often to meet Aunty. Today was no other day.Aunty called me up and asked to give her a visit. I was like ,”Sure aunty, will be there in a minute”.So i knew he was not at his place today and probably aunty had tried some new recipe and wanted to experiment on me. So i went there.
As i entered the house, aunty was sitting in the drawing room with a couple of another uncle and aunty and a girl. As usual in a very enthusiastic way i greeted every one and went inside the kitchen.I wondered why aunty had called me if she had guests coming over?They already have two servants! So this shy girl(looked so to me!)came in the kitchen and asked me,”Hi, What is your name?i Haven’t seen you much here?” and my conscience from within shouted..(WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU ARE ASKING ME?I ALMOST LIVE HERE AND CAN BE THE PROSPEROUS BADI BAHU OF THE FAMILY!)However, decency had it’s way and i introduced myself. Then i went into into the room where dear uncle is watching Tv in his usual shorts and vest(What is it with men???) and i joined him with two cups of tea. The noise starts getting louder as it seemed the guest were leaving. I went outside and saw that girl touches aunty’s feet and says,”bye maa”… and then something inside me shouted…NOOOOOO!It’s the bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aunty comes in and asked me,”kaisi lagi?” and confused as i was i said nice…why? and the next few words just gave me a ‘under the belt’ punch.
“Bade bete ki hone wali bahu..Uski girlfriend thi ab wife bana denge.tujhe kaisi lagi?”
I wanted to shout her and say…AUNTY SHE IS A BITCH!!!!!PLEASE CHECK IF DOGS ARE FOLLOWING HER.but all i said was,”achi hai”
All the way back i cursed God. Not that i had ever focused on getting married to him but, never expected this at least!!!8 yrs i have lusted and adored him and now i get to meet his prosperous wife..Fuck man!!!He is so perfect!He looks so perfect..He can’t get married..I’LL flee away by the time he gets married to some other city so that i don’t have to watch him with that dumb,stupid bitch!!!!!!!Nahiiiiiiiiinnnnn
Oh why god why me????