Long Lost Love..Is Lost Forever Now!!!!
Posted on April 12, 2010Oh God!!! What an awful day!!!!!!
God actually wanted to screw my day. He had planned it all. I have crush on a guy from past 8yrs. Irrespective of the fact that he is in a relationship and i am in love with someone, he has always been my subject of admiration consistently. He is simply perfect. A few years elder than me and in a profession that i respect a lot.PLUS…he is simply HOT!Steaming Hot! His mom and my mom are friends(reminds you of some dramatic story?) and i visit his place often to meet Aunty. Today was no other day.Aunty called me up and asked to give her a visit. I was like ,”Sure aunty, will be there in a minute”.So i knew he was not at his place today and probably aunty had tried some new recipe and wanted to experiment on me. So i went there.
As i entered the house, aunty was sitting in the drawing room with a couple of another uncle and aunty and a girl. As usual in a very enthusiastic way i greeted every one and went inside the kitchen.I wondered why aunty had called me if she had guests coming over?They already have two servants! So this shy girl(looked so to me!)came in the kitchen and asked me,”Hi, What is your name?i Haven’t seen you much here?” and my conscience from within shouted..(WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU ARE ASKING ME?I ALMOST LIVE HERE AND CAN BE THE PROSPEROUS BADI BAHU OF THE FAMILY!)However, decency had it’s way and i introduced myself. Then i went into into the room where dear uncle is watching Tv in his usual shorts and vest(What is it with men???) and i joined him with two cups of tea. The noise starts getting louder as it seemed the guest were leaving. I went outside and saw that girl touches aunty’s feet and says,”bye maa”… and then something inside me shouted…NOOOOOO!It’s the bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aunty comes in and asked me,”kaisi lagi?” and confused as i was i said nice…why? and the next few words just gave me a ‘under the belt’ punch.
“Bade bete ki hone wali bahu..Uski girlfriend thi ab wife bana denge.tujhe kaisi lagi?”
I wanted to shout her and say…AUNTY SHE IS A BITCH!!!!!PLEASE CHECK IF DOGS ARE FOLLOWING HER.but all i said was,”achi hai”
All the way back i cursed God. Not that i had ever focused on getting married to him but, never expected this at least!!!8 yrs i have lusted and adored him and now i get to meet his prosperous wife..Fuck man!!!He is so perfect!He looks so perfect..He can’t get married..I’LL flee away by the time he gets married to some other city so that i don’t have to watch him with that dumb,stupid bitch!!!!!!!Nahiiiiiiiiinnnnn
Oh why god why me????
Hey!Look At Me!I Am Such A Barbie!!!
Posted on April 11, 2010Today, for the first time i had put on kajal on my eyes. This was the influence of my very dear friend who puts kajal in kilos of quantity. Sometimes I wonder how she would look without it?My mummy says that if you start putting kajal everyday your eyes look b’full but, if even once you don’t put it up you start looking sick and distressed.However, i tried it today. She brings a kajal stick with her everyday. How can girls have all the time to put strange material on their skin and still want themselves to look as ‘natural beauties’?huh! But, you know what, i was looking good today with that thing on my eyes. They highlighted my eyes and the shape of my eyes. The first person to notice and compliment was my friend and one of the hottest guys in our batch. He said,’ you look good with kajal’ and i simply blushed like an idiot! uff! how can i behave so girly and dumb? I mean I AM a girl, but not like the ’short skirts and rosy cheeks type’. Urggg!!!so ewwww kind of girls they are. They need a guy to help them cross the road(probably their parents never taught them how to), they need a guy to walk them back home if it’s raining(they probably are afraid of drowning right there on the road), they need men to protect them from other men( maybe they were never taught to be loud enough or to stand for themselves.) I feel sad for them. They need support every time. They behave all shy when they feel their skirt is short and guys are around. Kyu? ghar se school tak aate hue skirt shrink ho gayi kya? or you forgot that you are in a co-ed school and guys love to stare at those sexy waxed legs?Dumb girls. And when some bold guy would pass a comment, they won’t go to the teachers. They will instead go to their male guys and cry and complain! WTF! You wanna show how many guys can fight for you?Such losers!!Argghh!!!!!!!!silly dumb barbie dolls . I am glad i can tell these guys to shut up when i don’t like something.. I am proud to be someone who knows how to abuse when the other person won’t behave and not just get scared, sit and cry!!!!!!!
