Another Bad Day
Posted on April 29, 2010Another bad day.
Yes I am In pits of hell and everyone is lovin it. Trust me. I just offered my boss to to fire me. Nothing in the world can be worst than his. I love you guys. All of you who read my nonesense in still yhink it’s good. I crave for comments but, this is too much to handle. Not you guys. My life. I cannot live in the frustration I am living in. Sometimes I feel I wish i could write so very clearly, but that is not part of this entire stuff. I am being very vague with what I am saying. But, right now I fell like crying sooooo much. I want to live a life of my dreams. But I am not able to. I dont want to end up like a housewiife with 7 kids and a fat belly husband with moustaches. I want to be on the top. Excellent in my proffesional life. This is not going to happen I guess. I’l send you the cards of my marriage. Come and stuff food and remember me as Natsaha who loved to write. I hate telling and sharing this with friends. I dont want sympathy, I dont aim to be good wife bloody hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sorry if you hated this pst boss. I cannot inser the pic. I am too fucked up with everything. But I will always adore you boss. MMuuahhh
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No Time For Losers!!!
Posted on April 22, 2010I just had an argument with a friend.Not exactly a friend but, an acquaintance who has been talking to me from past few days.Nice guy,simple sweet and as a matter of fact I had actually started enjoying his company.Until today.Just one thing he said that made me feel like running away from him or making him go out of this country,rather world.I will quote his lines directly.
He said,”I don’t really care about others.I don’t want people to get attached to me as I do not entertain their bonding with me.I don’t trust any one and yes,I am also known to be quite stone hearted.Please you also be careful and don’t get emotionally involved with me”.
That was IT and Enough for him to get his image screwed in front of me!!!! I HATE SUCH PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!! Honestly if this is what you think you are then please stay far away from me.I am not going to get impressed by this shit!Rather I feel that such people are complete cowards to either handle emotions or deal with the love other people have.Do they say the same thing to their parents as WELL?They would like, ‘look mom and dad please don’t get emotionally involved with me I am an extremely dumb,ass whole kind of a child of yours and I am too chicken to face the world’…
people with fake attitide
Seriously man! Such people are big time turn offs.I can just say to such people,please stay away from me.I have met many of your breeds and wasted almost half of my teenage trying to make them see the beautiful world and optimism and all but, they are one of their own kind and seriously hopeless losers they are.In fact, I think that half of them say this to impress other people of their tough,heartless attitude..*fuck off* You are stupid and boring and don’t have enough guts to love people and take their love.huh!
What do such people get when they say it so proudly,’I DON’T CARE ABOUT ANY ONE’ .Oukeh!!!!Then go to hell!!!!But, please don’t ever come across me.As I am allergic to your kinds!!!!
