Boss, I am feeling so low today because of you.I just felt as if I portraying myself so wrong and weak.Everyone is weak at some point of their lives right?So am I.Yes, I am a very emotional person but not a dumb stupid girl in love.So what if I am most of the time babbling about HIM?He is a very important part of my life and as a result i have many thoughts that are dedicated to hhim.But, no where does it mean than I am a ‘dumb blond’.

That's me when I am frustrated

I have been thinking about this from sometime now.I mean a few hours.Is this the kind of impression I am giving people?That, i am a total lovy-dovy girl who is 24×7 crying about this one man who does not love her?If that is the case then, I think I need some serious human revolution(changing oneself for the better). I am someone who is socially aware.Like any other girl I am interested in having fun,flirting and hanging out with friend.Although I am not exactly a typical girl when it comes down to shopping,make up and fashion but ya, in a larger way I am a serious person at some ends.The difference is I am not inclined towards making everyone realize this,by talking very seriously and not laughing much.Bring a some serious stuff and I deal accordingly.Don’t like what I am writing right now but, I am feeling bad .It’s been a number of times that I am made to feel that because I take things easily and all the time I am laughing,dancing around and giggling I am not that ’serious in nature and cannot handle responsibility.

This is pure shit!I cannot change myself into a zombie to make people feel that i deal with my life seriously.HUH! And I hate pinky pinky stuff around me….Too girly for me and does not even suit my personality.I am ruled by emotions but, not all the time!I am in love bit that does not make me a ‘HIM addict’!

It is bad to see that you are not respected just because you laugh at things you find funny.

(All of it is not for you boss.I still adore you).

Damb, stupid misconceptions…..

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