Yaayyeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy!!!!!!!!Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay,let me get a grip on myself first…hmm..pheww….Finally after so many bloody sad, depressing days I am feeling happy.I was just going through my previous entries.If you have read them and still alive or not abusing me then baby, You really love me!I mean..Oh God!!So much of depression!I myself had started feeling bad and all sympathetic about myself.

But you know, Natasha James is not just about emotions.I am lot more than that.Actually it has been so long i got someone laid!Honestly(boss, remove that smirk!)I really think that before my libido goes inactive I should find someone for myself!Yessss…these were the wordings i was dying to say to my self!Move on!!!!!Who the fuck cares If I am still in love with HIM or not.Once I am with some one else then,probably he will automatically take a back seat.This is what I was thinking.I am free now.Was kinda busy from past few days,so all that depression and plus stupid   dumb periods won’t happen!!!!No!I am not pregnant(i think so…ahm ahm!!!NO i am NOT pregnant)I would have known.

Anyways..so brand new determination!A brand new guy should be on his way now because, I am calling out for him!I will not even have to say it to myself that I still love HIM.If he does not care then who am I to bother.Now, careful, I am not saying that there will not be any talk about him but yes I can at least think of getting busy and not think of HIM much.

my happy face,winking

Why the fuck in this entire bloody world should I be the only dumb ass to wait for HIM.In any case HE has too many girls to keep HIM busy so probably I’ll take a break.He can have number of smooches and excellent romps with any girl.I am tired now.I need to refresh myself.

So,life seems good so far,I have truck loads of work coming up and, hopefully this time I’ll enjoy it.No more depressing shit for anyone…..
Oh BTW I am so happy because….I just feel like being happy

Love you people

MMuuaaahhhhhhh

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